Nothing has changed.

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uuuuuuggggghhhhh.....

Half Life 2 and Couter Strike: Source are eating my sooouuuullll.... I should have given them up for Lent... ugh.

Not sleeping much these days.  Makes the lady friend real upset, but that's just because she's my #1 fan.  I feel like I'm missing my life.  Like each day is just in anticipation of the next and that I'm not really doing anything.  I want to take Chels on a real nice date.  I feel like a change... like a new style or something... a better schedule with more leisure reading.  I want to excersize... maybe even exorcise.... I want to make music, and hear good music. I want to spend quality time with people... I want to make a difference.  I want to stop being so passive with this list... I wanna make it happen.  I'm wading through life here... I should be swimming..

i think it's time i took a dip ;)

well this has been a long time coming... over a month. Yikes! Watched Coffee and Cigarettes tonight. What a sweet movie. Wish I was an actor.

Read some Whitman today, had the most fullfilling nap of my life! Chels and I past out for two hours, and we both wake up at the same time extremely thirsty, and both agreed it was the greatest nap ever. So strange we two...

"O you whome I often and silently come where you are that I may be with you,

As I walk by your side or sit near, or remain in the same room with you,

Little you know the subtle electric fire that for your sake is playing within me."

whitman

well... christmas has come and gone before I could really grasp it. Kind of a bummer that i coulnd't really revel in it. There just isn't enough time.  Apparently being in college yeilds a lot of "practical" gifts.  This isn't bad, because of course, they are in fact Practical. But I sure do miss opening like video games and action figures.

On an extremly disheartening note, Chelsea has left for Cancun and i miss her. A moment of silence for how pathetic I am:

ok. that's enough. Anyways, I did get a mother load of gift certificates to borders. So I grabbed the sibling and we hauled arse over there and made some purchases.  I bought like 4 poetry books or something.... I swear I have an emo streak a mile wide.... very excited to read some of those. Very excited to get back to school. Although good memories are being made here.

For instance, there is the chronicle of my road trip to see Jenalyn Johnson.  So the weekend we got back, Chels decides she wants to take a road trip to DC. She tells me and mike, mike tells Justin and we left on Teusday.  It rocked @$$!!  We filmed everythign and mike made a video. So if you really care about it, ask me in person or watch the video cause I'm too lazy to tell you about it.

I'm bored. bye.